I am a BIT bummed about this trip. I could make money next week, & gee, maybe pay my rent. But nooooooo. I honestly don't know HOW I will pay my rent. And I just got a bill saying my electricity is going to be shut off if I don't pay the bill by the 4th. *sigh* Oh boy. I try not to get down & remain positive....I try not to stress about it because stressing won't make money appear in my hand. But it's tough. I won't get DIDDLE for my trust check this month, cause November is one of 2 bad months....like $100. I don't know what I will do. I cannot be late with rent again this month. I mean, a few days, sure....as late as it was last month, no way.
Haven't heard from Marcus yet. But come on, it hasn't been anywhere close to the standard 3-5 day waiting period...and who knows, he might have lost my ear plug wrapper. :-) It's STILL driving me crazy that I can't remember what I have seen him in.
I am still a bit surprised that I never heard back from J.B. He seemed better than that. I mean, we talked a long time, since early July!!!! We had a nice talk on the phone, & then a nice meeting in person. I sent him an email asking him to let me off the hook, so to speak, if he wasn't interested, just so I wouldn't wonder. Not a peep. Sheesh. It's "easy" to let someone down over email, you don't have to see their face! I expected better. C'est la vie.
I'm supposed to hang out with Jack tonight. I really don't feel like going out. Tomorrow morning I need to go to Central, wait in a long annoying line, just to update my info. And then, it's Haunt time again. My bruises haven't healed yet from last weekend!