Pollyanna (alicenwndrln) wrote,

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Due to a certain company screwing me over (long story), I'm $500 in the negative in my checking account. I have $200 due to the power company or they are going to shut off my electricity. Due, like NOW. My phone bill is overdue & about to get cut off. I didn't pay my $175 car insurance. Didn't pay my $350 car payment. At least 3 other bills are overdue & their respective utility about to be shut off. Rent is due in 7 days, max. I had $300 the other day, & this company screwed me. No, I can't get it fixed. Grrrr. I need like $2000....YESTERDAY!

I tried calling one of those cash loan places. Turned down. I've sold everything off I could sell. Still have ads up trying to sell other stuff.

I have a severe pressure on my chest. Yeah, it's called anxiety. This is so much fun. Could someone pleassssssssssse pull the giant elephant off my chest?

2 more months. I have to survive, financially, 2 more months. Then I get some Xmas money.

I have no money for food or for gas for my car.

I'm looking for a big, tall cliff to jump off of. It's not that I necessarily want to die, but how am I going to survive this? These people, rightfully, want their money. I don't have it. I feel like a total loser. I feel like I don't deserve to breathe the oxygen on the Earth. I am a terrible person. I am a failure. This is horrible. I don't know what to do.
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