How I know I am hooked on my South African boy???
I see hot guys....I comment that they are hot...and my thoughts immediately go back to Alan.
I am considering going out on some dates with other guys....and not only do my thoughts go back to Alan, but I feel GUILTY for even thinking about going out with other guys.
I sure wish I definitively knew if he felt the same.
But what could we do about it even if he did? *sigh*