Pollyanna (alicenwndrln) wrote,

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So I have had at LEAST 2 guys in a week tell me I am "big," & in the case of one, "really pretty, but big."

I know I have "blossomed" a bit. *sigh* It's just not that easy to lose it. I guess I need to try harder. *I* feel bad about myself. But I tell ya what....it makes it worse to hear others say it. I know my "special guy" is going to love my body the way it is, & will think I am sexy no matter my size, but even *I* feel icky. So it's time.

Don't have a plan yet....but I gotta get moving. For one thing, screw guys, HOLLYWOOD won't accept me like this.
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