I know I have "blossomed" a bit. *sigh* It's just not that easy to lose it. I guess I need to try harder. *I* feel bad about myself. But I tell ya what....it makes it worse to hear others say it. I know my "special guy" is going to love my body the way it is, & will think I am sexy no matter my size, but even *I* feel icky. So it's time.
Don't have a plan yet....but I gotta get moving. For one thing, screw guys, HOLLYWOOD won't accept me like this.