you procreate. most likely you have a stable job, a lovely manicured lawn, very friendly neighbours and you get occasional calls from your local religious figure. you are never late for work driving that patriotic car you owned for the last ten-years. you live in pleasantville.
you like kosher-sex. you don't think sex could be recreational but you sneak a peek at porn. your idea of kinky sex is a night highlighted by lifted knees or sex with lights on and sheets off.
You are the Marilyn Monroe Barbie! You have a natural charisma and love attention. You want to entertain the world and people are drawn to your personality. On the other hand, you could also move to Los Angeles to become an aspiring actress/singer and eventually die hungry and alone, thinking that no one will ever see your talent. Ahh, well. You win some, you lose some.
I'm so tired of being tired. I am ALWAYS tired. I am burning the candle at both ends. I have so many thoughts swirling in my head that I want to talk about on LJ, but I just never have any time. All these interesting things happen, but I have no time to write about them. I know I don't want to get into everything that has happened lately, because I am too tired to write for that long. It's 10 after 10PM, & I'm going to bed soon. I have to wake up at 8 to take Toby to the vet, & then head straight to Kayla's to work. I'll be there until 6PM, at which time I go straight to rehearsal. And I am supposed to be off-book...and I am no where near ready for that. Two weeks to learn a script in which I am in almost every scene? I memorize by repetition...and we haven't gone over the scenes enough. I just don't have time to do anything. I barely have time to wipe my ass when I take a shit. I go to work (which, admittedly, really isn't like "work," but it still keeps me from getting stuff done at home or wherever), I go straight to rehearsal, & I get home around 10PM. I check my email, & want to write in my journal, but am so tired I just want to go to bed. Then I wake up & it starts all over again. I probably picked a bad time to do a show. It's burning me out. I am having so much fun with it, but I am also exhausted. It's all my own fault. I mean, last night, the SMART thing to do would have been to have gone home after the GLAAD Awards & go to bed. But instead of being SMART, I wanted to have fun & went to Kayla's slumber party. I didn't get to sleep until 4AM. Not smart.
Oh well....I must run off tax stuff for my new, helpful friend to look over. I HAVE to get at least THAT done. You don't fuck with the IRS.
Anyone else amused by people 18-21(ish) who think they know it all? Granted, there can be some pretty wise young adults...but NO ONE, at ANY age, knows it ALL. Some people are more knowledgable than others on certain subjects....but no less than others on certain subjects. I am just always amused by "youngsters" who act like they have already "been around the block" & know all there is to know about life. That isn't EVER possible...but it's certainly not possible at that young of an age.