July 10th, 2002

sad

Random babblings....

My heart aches so heavily right now, I don't know what to do. I am questioning God & His reasons for doing what He does.

Why tease me? Why hurt me like this?

Why snatch friends away? What is the reason?

Why show me how great of a man there is for me & snatch him away?

What is the path I should be following? Who/where can I go for guidance? Who can help me?

How long must I be tortured? How long must I struggle? How long must I be sad? How many tears must I shed? How long must I go on with a tears in my eyes, a lump in my throat, & an ache in my heart?

Don't mind me....
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