Pollyanna (alicenwndrln) wrote,

  • Mood:
I am over my infatuation of John. That's a good thing. Especially since I won't see him until May, if then. At this point, he's still insisting he's going to come out, but I just don't know. Time will tell. He might end up coming out, but be involved with a woman back in AL, so it will be nothing more than a friendly visit. That's fine. Whatever. It's not like I don't have possibilities here in Cali. I am meeting some cute guys online. We'll see if they also have the intelligence & personality required...

I got my trust check & it was immediately gone to pay bills. I paid bills that I was behind on, & bought groceries---both good things---but this means I don't have rent for February. Weekends at Knott's won't cut it. Not to mention more bills coming in & car insurance, etc. My dad did find some health insurance that might work for me, & would be considerably less than I pay now. Not as good coverage, of course....but I just can't swing the $245 a month. I really couldn't swing the $215. And considering I hardly ever go to the doctor...it's just a bit ridiculous.

What a crappy week this has been, work-wise. I have called in available every day this week for extra/stand-in work, & there's been NOTHING. Rodney had made it seem like there would be TONS of work starting this month. But nothing. Nada. Very frustrating. I did talk to Craig yesterday, & he received my headshot & resume. He thinks he will be able to help me, because he's building quite a good reputation for himself, & people trust him to hire them good workers. In fact, he spoke by phone yesterday to Steven Spielberg! He's making contacts left & right, & he wants to help other actors. He already submitted me for a movie that could make me $100,000 if I got a role. Heck, I'd be happy with $10K or even $1,000! I'd be happy to just work!!! I just know that things had better pick up soon, or I'm in trouble!

I am sleepy today. I don't know why. I got enough sleep. I have to go bathe Toby (oh joy, he loves baths!), & then I think I will do a bit more work on the net, & then go lay down & crochet! I am making decent progress on MeMama's blanket. I had to stop working on Momme Dot's, because I ran out of blue, & I don't know how to bring in another roll of yarn yet.

  • (no subject)

    On the movie front, I still have no clue if my scenes will end up in the movie. It was a good AND bad experience, & that's hard to explain. Of…

  • (no subject)

    I had a flu shot today. I figured it would be a good idea, since I have virtually no immune system to speak of. Boy, do I feel crummy, though. They…

  • (no subject)

    Still no clue what I'm going to do. No clue at all.

  • Post a new comment


    default userpic

    Your reply will be screened

    Your IP address will be recorded 

    When you submit the form an invisible reCAPTCHA check will be performed.
    You must follow the Privacy Policy and Google Terms of use.