Man, I am totally schnookered on a man I could probably never be with. I'd ask myself why I get myself into these situations, but truthfully, this all came about pretty innocently. I didn't really set myself up for heartache this time, and everything moved really fast.
I know I am "infatuated," yet I still cannot stop thinking about this man, and dreaming of something that is unlikely to be.
This is why I don't date much. But then again, this seriously, unexpectedly fell into my lap. I was not looking for this at all.